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"Yours is the first face that I saw [August 28th 2008|11.01am]
[ mood | good ]

I think I was blind before I met you"


My birthday is so soon (September 14) Twenty, I can hardly believe it.


LJ cuts of my old blog entries.


Skydiving )








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Now the ventriloquist becomes the dummy [August 26th 2008|11.58am]
[ mood | calm ]

So this is probably my eight entry where I've said "I'll start writing in my LJ" but I mean it this time, if you want to see what's going on with me it'll be here.

I used to feel that my interminable awareness to the people around me was a curse, but now I'm embracing that I can do what the masses wish they could. It helps in my world, I can always tell when a client or competitor is lying to me.

Think your any different?



Love to all who hate the same things I do.


Oh and Perla this song reminds me of you.

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I always cry at endings [September 3rd 2006|10.13am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

So belle and sebastian and rainstorms mix really well. I have'nt posted on this thing in ages but being stuck inside for a day with no human interaction will make you do try anything again.

So today was the big me going to get my car day but god mother nature has once again screwed me because now I am forced to wait yet again.

Ugh you know when yout ipod is like do not disconnect when it's attached to your computer well listen to it cause it deleted all 20gb's of my music it's such a bitch to put it back on.

I forgot how arduous this journals are but I'm trying to get back into it. I used to post like everyday but now it's intermittent like once a month then once every 2 months. I miss my old friends horribly when I see them around town and we have that 15 second awkward conversation about what we're up to now and what colleges we're going to is so fucking depressing because it's like people I used to spill my guts too.

guess that's life huh


,Love to all who hate the same things I do

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[May 25th 2006|10.19pm]
[ mood | sad ]

K so Erin is leaving me for 3 days to see Katie in Setaucket and I'm Uber-Sad and I think someone should cheer me up since she's gonna be busy Friday I need some sympathy

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[April 14th 2006|3.09am]
[ mood | amused ]

Hey Friend,

K so I'm going to start using my LJ again so I'm back in action everybody.

First off I would like to start off with I'm in love with this girl Erin you might of heard of her she's plastered on my myspace. I've had some of the best moments in my life with her, she makes life worth living.

So I as me and Mike were going to the boardwalk to do some drinking 50 people start running in the other direction yelling cops!! and so naturally we just kept walking not giving a damn and found out so many of our friends got caught drinking by the 10 cop cars that were there. After the debacle we went to Mikes did some drinking, prank called my job, walked home and here I am telling you in my LJ (Which I've missed.)

I'm gonna do some hardcore chilling with the love of my life tomorrow.



ps I MISS YOU ERIN

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[September 18th 2005|1.17am]
[ mood | listless ]

Kyoaku= Great evil

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[September 13th 2005|9.54am]
[ mood | complacent ]

Dude my birthday's tomorrow it's gonna be so awesome. I think me and kenny are gonna see Horse the band in the city sometime this month which is gonna be crazy




<3 Ashley

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[September 7th 2005|12.55am]
1. Reply to this entry and I will write something random about you.
2. I will then tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I will pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I will tell you my first memory of you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your LJ.
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[September 7th 2005|12.10am]
1- Full Name: Christopher Anthony Mahadeo

2- Eye Color: Brown

3- Hair Color: Black

4- Height: 5 "9"

5- Glasses/Contacts: Both

6- Braces: Nope

7- Age: 17

8- DOB: 9/14/88

9- Zodiac Sign: Virgo

10- Family (Name, Age): Amar-Dad, Ameena-Mom

11- Favorite Number: 3

12- Favorite Food: Fries

13- Favorite Drink: Arizona iced tea (In a glass bottle nothing else)

14- Favorite Book: Angels and demons

15- Favorite Car: Jeep grand cherokee

16- Favorite Flavor of Chips: Ruffles that's right and blue Dorito's

17- Favorite Flavor of Pop: Pop what the fuck it's soda in Long island motherfucker

18- Favorite Cookie: Oatmeal

19- Favorite Restaurant (and Fast Food Place): Laurel Diner, Mcdonalds

20- Favorite Color: Green and red but not together

Have You Ever;

21- Stolen From A Store: Yeah

22- Lied: Yeah

23- Cheated On A Test: Oh yeah

24- Been To Another Province/State: Nope never left long island besides for the city

25- Been To Another Country: Born in Guyana

26- Flown In A Plane: Twice

27- Been To A Concert: Yeah

28- Tried To Kill Yourself: No way I'm too happy

29- Thought About Killing Yourself: Not really

30- Got In Trouble By The Police: Yeah

31- Gone Skinny Dipping: Nope

32- Cut Yourself On Purpose: No way man

33- Prank Called Someone: Haha I did that last night with Raf

34- Had Sex: Noper

35- Masturbated: Yeah

36- Called 911: Yeah

37- Been In A Physical Fight: Yeah

38- Rode A Roller Coaster: Yeah

39- Wished You Were Someone Else: Yeah

40- Play An Instrument (Which One): Drums

Do You

41- Have A Job: Yeah CVS pharmacy

42- Play A Sport: Track

43- Drive: Yeah

44- Have A Messy Room: Oh yeah

45- Believe In Ghosts: Yeah

46- Believe In God: Not really

47- Like To Dance: Yeah

48- Like To Sing: yeah

49- Have Any Piercing (Where): Nope but I want a lip ring

50- Love someone (Truly): My baby Ashley

This Or That

51- Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi

52- Vanilla or Chocolate: Choclate

53- Rock or Rap: Both

54- Pink or Purple: Purple

55- Messy or Neat: Messy

56- Hugs or Kisses: Kisses

57- TV or Books: TV

58- Comedy or Horror: Comedy

59- Casual or Dressy: Casual

60- Dolphins or Monkeys: Monkeys

Relationships/Friendships

61- Are You Going Out With Anyone (Who): Ashley she's my fucking love

62- Do You Have A Crush (Who): Ash obviously

63- Who Is Your Best Friend (Guy, Girl): Raf, Ashley

64- Who Is Your Funniest/Fun nest Friend (Guy, Girl): Mike, Ashley (Even with her stories)

65- Who Is The Most Beautiful and Ugliest Friend (Guy, Girl): WTF ppl read this shit I'd be friends with anyone

66- Who Is Your Most Trusting/Least Trusting Friend: Na

67- Who Is Your Most Smartest/Non Smartest Friend: Chill

68- Who Is Your Tallest/Shortest Friend: Tallest-Jayshawn, Shortest-I dunno

69- Have You Ever Liked Your Friend: Yeah

70- Do You Have Any Online Friends: Yeah



71- I Know: Everything about Long beach

72- I want: Ashley

73- I wish: I could teleport

74- I Have: A constant headache

75- I Hate: Not being with my Ashley

76- I Miss: Ashley's kisses

77- I Fear: Drowning

78- I Hear: Louis C.K funniest comedian

79- I Search: On google every 2 minutes

80- I Love: My baby Ashley

81- I Ache: All the time

82- I Care: About my relationship with my awesome girlfriend

83- I Always: Miss her

84- I Dance: On a game

85- I Cry: I don't

86- I Do Not Always: Play Halo 2

87- I Write: Survey's answers

88- I Confuse: Easily

89- I Can Usually Be Found: At work/ Sleeping

90- I need: Her

About The Person You Like:

91- What Is Their Full Name: Ashley Mine

92- Do You Think They Are(Put An X After Each One You Think Applies), xxxxxxxCute, Pretty, Beautiful, xxxxxxxxxxxxSexy, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxHot, xxxxxNice, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxSweet, Bossy, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxSmart, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxFunny

93- Would You Ever Kiss Them: Every moment I could

94- What Is It That You Like About Them (Looks, Personality, Ext.): Everything

95- What Would You Like Them To Wear: Nothing :)

96- Is Their Any Part Of Their Body You Want To Touch: Every part of her

97- If You Were To Look At Them, What Is The First Thing You Look At (Be Honest): Her eyes most def they're so beautiful

98- If You Have Any Other Comments About Them, Put Them Down: Your my light in the dark

Other

99- What is your deepest darkest secret ever? I want Ashley so bad

100- How are you? Damn good
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[September 6th 2005|3.27am]

The sorting hat says that I belong in Hufflepuff!


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Said Hufflepuff, "I'll teach the lot, and treat them just the same."


Hufflepuff students are friendly, fair-minded, modest, and hard-working. A well-known member was Cedric Digory, who represented Hogwarts in the most recent Triwizard Tournament.

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Take the most scientific Harry Potter
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Ashley your my happiness
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[August 31st 2005|8.53pm]
[ mood | loved ]

Dude I walked out on my job yesterday and what happens instead of getting fired I got a raise and a better job in pharmacy haha I can't believe that shit worked. I hung out with my baby today it was the most fun i've had in a long time she's the best thing in my life I can't believe how awesome she is and how lucky I am. Meeting ash's mom was'nt as bad as I thought she did'nt really mind me being brown which is a plus. The best thing about this is that it's just the beginning.

I love you ash I'm so lucky

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[August 30th 2005|9.33pm]
It's wierd how I can be away from her for like a minute and just miss her so. I seriously have never been this happy she's so awesome and perfect in ever which way I mean there's nothing she does that I dont like about her. I can't believe how happy this one person can make me and it's just getting better I'm going to her house tomorrow and I can't wait I wuv you Ashley I don't plan on leaving so stay with me.


DisorderRating
Paranoid:Low
Schizoid:Moderate
Schizotypal:Low
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Low
Histrionic:Moderate
Narcissistic:Low
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:Low

-- Personality Disorder Test --
-- Personality Disorder Information --

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[August 27th 2005|3.14am]
[ mood | hungry ]

1. FULL NAME: Christopher Anthony Mahadeo
2. NICKNAMES: Cam, Game
3. WEIGHT: 135
4. HEIGHT: 5 "8 1/2"
5. HAIR: Black
6. SIBLINGS:
7. DO YOU LIKE TO SING IN THE SHOWER: Yeah
8. DO YOU LIKE TO SING ON THE TOILET: No
9. BIRTH DATE: 9/14/88
10. ADDRESS: No way
11. CITY: Long beach
12. STATE: New york
13. SEX: Male
14. RIGHTY OR LEFTY: Righty
15. WHAT DO YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: Long term
16. HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED: Nope
17. DO YOU HAVE YOUR LICENSE: Nope
18. DO YOU HAVE A CAR: Nope

*********FAVORITES*********
19. MOVIES: Stealing hardvard
20. SONGS: Anything by Death cab for cutie and Emery
21.FAVORITE SINGER: Singer from Death cab
22. TV SHOW(s): The OC, Nip/tuck, Aqua teen hunger force
23. ACTOR: Anyone but DMX ( go back to rap actually on second though dont)
24. ACTRESS: katie holmes
25. FOOD: Empanadas
26. NUMBER: 312-2559
27. CARTOON: Aqua teen hungry force
28. DISNEY CHARACTER: goofy

*********LOVE LIFE ETC*********
29. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: Eventually
30. HOW OLD DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR FIRST CHILD: 27
31. HOW OLD DO YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU GET MARRIED?: 25
32. WOULD YOU HAVE KIDS BEFORE MARRIAGE: No it would'nt be fair to the kid
33. DO YOU HAVE A BF/GF: Yes ashley she's my heart
34. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH: umm Ashley
35: GUYS/GIRLS: haha Ashley
36. YELLOW/ORANGE: Yellow
37. GREEN/BLUE: Green
38. PINK/PURPLE: Purple
39. SUMMER/WINTER: Winter
40. NIGHT/DAY: Night
41. HANGIN OUT/CHILLIN: Chillin
42.DOPEY/FUNNY: Funny

*********ALL ABOUT YOU*********
43. WEIRD SAYING: Look at the neons as they glow
44. FAVORITE SAYING: G-Unot
45. WHAT SCHOOL DO YOU GO TO: Del-hi
46. HAVE YOU EVER TAKEN DRUGS: yea twice
47. WHAT'S A MAJOR TURN ON FOR YOU: funny smart girls
48. HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO ON A FIRST DATE: Kiss

*********THE PERSON YOU KNOW WHO IS*********
49. MOST BLONDE: Mike
50. BEST PERSON: Ashley
51. NICEST: Shoba
52. FUNNIEST: Mike
53. STRANGEST: Mike
54. WHICH 6 PEOPLE ARE YOU OPEN WITH AND TRUST THE MOST?: Raf, Mike, Ashley, Dave, Bob, Brett
55. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF SOUL MATES: I believe in them
56. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU CRIED OR GOT TEARY ABOUT: Ronnie's death
57. ARE YOU HAPPY: Very
58. WHAT IS AN OBJECT YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT: Phone
59. LOVE OR LUST: Love
60.TRUST OR HONESTY: Honesty
61. SILVER OR GOLD: Silver

62. DIAMOND OR PEARL: Diamonds
63. SUNSET OR SUNRISE: Sunset
64. HAVE YOU EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: No
65. DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS OREGULAR ANIMALS: No
66. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS: No
67. WHAT COLOR UNDIES/BOXERS/BREIFS ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW: Red
68. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: Such great heights- Postal service
69. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER: 2559
70. WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON: Japan
71. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX: Eyes, Smile
72:WHAT'S YOUR FAVORTIE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: History
73. FAVORITE SPORT: Track
74. WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY: Ashley calling me
75. WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET: Underoath
76. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS OR GLASSES: Both
77. WHAT'S THE BEST ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU: Your young you got your whole life to worry
78. HAVE YOU EVER WON ANY SPECIAL AWARDS: Track and tae kwon do
79. WHAT ARE YOUR FUTURE GOALS: History teacher
80. WORST SICKNESS YOU EVER HAD: Went to adventure land and almost threw up 3 times
81. DO YOU LIKE FUNNY OR SCARY MOVIES BETTER: Funny
82. ON THE PHONE OR IN PERSON: In person
83. HUGS OR KISSES: Kisses
84. WHAT SONG SEEMS TO REFLECT YOU THE MOST: Such great heights- The postal service
85. MICHAEL JACKSON/R.KELLY: whoa whoa no comment
86. DO YOU HAVE ANY ENEMIES: Nope
87. WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR: Drowing, and everyone being against me
88. WOULD YOU RATHER BE RICH OR FAMOUS: Rich
89: IF YOU DIED TOMORROW- WHO WOULD YOU LEAVE EVERYTHING TO?: My dad, Raf, Mike, Ashley
90. IF YOU HAD 24 HOURS LEFT TO LIVE, WHO WOULD YOU SPEND THAT TIME WITH: For real I'd have to say Ashley just because she makes me more happy then I've ever been with anybody. She's just teh sex I could'nt imagine a day not talking to her I mean I miss her crazy right now and she's sleeping
91. DO YOU WANNA DIE IN YOUR SLEEP OR A DIFFERENT WAY: In my sleep
92. IF E.T. KNOCKED ON YOUR DOOR HOLDING UP A PEACE SIGN ASKING TO USE YOUR PHONE WHAT WOULD YOU DO: Let him and get him a sandwhich and maybe a coat
93. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO THE PERSON YOU LIKED: Today
94. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: Cosmo (Parrot)
95:WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL: Birds, Tigers
96. ARE YOU AN ALCOHOLIC: No way
97.. WHO SENT THIS TO YOU: My friend Marlon
98.. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THAT PERSON: That's my homie
99.WHEN DID YOU BECOME FRIENDS: 2 months ago
100. DID YOU LIKE THIS SURVEY: Yeah it was'nt that long and I got some stuff off my chest

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[August 26th 2005|12.20pm]
[ mood | loved ]

[ ] really short under 5'2
[ ] 5'2 -5'6"
[ ] 5'7'' more medium then short
[X] in between 5'7" - 6'
[ ] tall 6'1 +

[] blonde
[ ] redhead
[] brunette
[] dirty blonde/brownish
[ ] black
[X] brown

[ ] blue-eyed
[x] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold/gray-eyed
[ ] silver/gray- eyed

[x] glasses
[x] contacts
[ ]none

[X] short hair
[] med.
[] long hair
[ ] mohawk


Your nationality includes...
[ ] chinese
[ ] taiwanese
[ ] japanese
[ ] hispanic
[ ] nicoya
[ ] puerto rican
[ ] chicana
[ ] italian
[ ] scottish
[ ] filipino
[ ] armenian
[ ] dutch
[] french
[ ] german
[ ] irish
[ ] greek
[ ] portuguese
[ ] polish
[X] British
[ ] korean
[ ] jamacian
[ ] canadian
[ ] lithuanian
[ ] native american
[ ] indian
[] russian
[ ] swedish
[ technically speaking, Morocco is in Africa] african
[ ] peruvian
[ ] hungarian
[ ] thai
[] czech-slovakian
[ ] romanian
[ ] finnish
[ ] egyptian
[ ] welsh
[ ] norweigian
[ ] croation
[ ] austrian
[ ] persian
[ ] idk
[ ] Maltese
[] Israeli
[X]Guyanese

Your favorite color(s) are?
[x] red
[ ] tan
[] pink
[] yellow
[] black
[x] green (mint green)
[ ] blue
[] white
[ ] Silver
[ ] purple
[x] brown
[ ] orange
[ ] Baby Blue

Some sports/physical things you have done?
[x] soccer
[ ] cheerleading
[x]dancing
[ ] lacrosse
[ ] field hockey
[ ] hockey
[ ] football
[ ] softball
[] ice skating
[ ] wrestling
[] gymnastics
[x] track/cross country
[x]basketball
[ ] baseball
[ ] golf
[ ] playing music
[] hiking
[ ] kayaking
[ ] camping
[ ] horseback riding
[ ] tennis
[ ] volleyball
[x] martial arts
[x] rugby
[ ] frisby golf
[x] surfing
[ ] motocross
[ ] bmx
[ ] wakeboarding
[ ] kneeboarding
[] snowboarding
[ ] boxing
[x]Skateboarding

Your personality is SOMETIMES...
[x] talkative
[x] shy
[x] funny
[x] serious
[ ] bubbly
[] spazzy
[x] fun loving
[x] laid back
[ ] strict
[] hyper
[x] weird
[]ditzy
[x] sarcastic
[ ] slow

The music you like is?
[ ] classic rock
[x] rap
[x] alternative
[x]rock
[x occasionally]pop
[ ]country
[ ]r&b
[ ] slow jams
[X Just because Underoath is a christian rock band] christian
[x]classical
[x]techno
[x] oldies
[x] punk
[x] metal
[ ] reggae
[x] emo, hardcore, noise ,screamo, more noise bc its all the same
[] latin
[ ] ska
[X I love the 80's more than ou can imagine] 80's
[ ] reggaeton
[ ] dancehall
[ ] hip hop
[x] rock & roll

The pets you have had?
[] cat
[ ] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ]mouse
[X] ferret
[ ]rabbit
[X] fish
[ ] ducks
[ ] chickens
[ ] rooster
[ ] horse
[X] bird
[ ] frog
[ ]hermit crab
[ ] prarie dog
[ ] none
[ ]turtle
[ ]hamster
[ ] snake
[] gerbil
[X] guinea pig
[ ] goats
[ ] chinchilla
[ ] tarantula
[ ] squirrel
[ ] grasshopper
[ ] turkey
[ ] geese

Clothes you like to wear are?
[x]plain tshirts
[x]hoodies
[x]sneakers
[x] jeans
[] flip-flops
[x] sweatpants
[ ] baseball caps
[] skirts
[ ] gangsta clothes
[x] Whatever I like

Clothing Brands you like?
[X]American Eagle
[ ]Hollister
[ ]Abercrombie & Fitch
[ ]Target
[] Dots
[ ] Debs
[] Fashion Bug
[ ] Wal-mart
[ ]Wet Seal
[]Billabong
[]O'neil
[X]PacSun
[]Aeropostale
[X]Hot Topic
[ ]Guess
[ ] ECKO
[ ] Gay-UNIT
[ ] clothes from Ross
[ ] clothes from Goody's
[x] interpunk.com
[X] G-UNOT (The Game's brand of clothing)

Shoe Brands that you have?
[ ]Nike
[X]Adidas
[ ] K Swiss
[] Steve Madden
[X] Vans
[ ] Etnies
[ ] Axis
[]Converse
[ ] New Balance
[ ] Gay-UNIT
[ ]Sketchers
[X] DCS
[] globe(Gallaz)
[] pumas
[ ] And1
[ ] Whatever else i have

States I have been to.
[ ] Alabama
[ ] Alaska
[ ] Arizona
[ ] Arkansas
[ ] California
[ ]Colorado
[] Connecticut
[]Delaware
[] Florida
[] Georgia
[ ] Hawaii
[ ]Idaho
[] Illinois
[ ] Indiana
[ ] Iowa
[ ] Kansas
[ ] Kentucky
[ ] Louisianna
[]Maine
[] Maryland
[] Massachusetts
[ ]Michigan
[ ] Minnesota
[ ] Mississippi
[ ] Missouri
[ ] Montana
[ ] Nebraska
[ ] Nevada
[ ]New Hampshire
[] New Jersey
[ ] New Mexico
[X, live there] New York
[]North Carolina
[ ] North Dakota
[] Ohio
[ ] Oklahoma
[ ] Oregon
[] Pennsylvania
[] Rhode Island
[]South Carolina
[ ]South Dakota
[ ] Tennessee
[ ] Texas
[ ] Utah
[] Vermont
[]Virginia
[ ]Washington
[]West Virginia
[ ]Wisconsin
[ ] Wyoming

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[August 26th 2005|9.59am]
[ mood | content ]

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.




Your Kissing Purity Score: 57% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing

Lip to lip action makes your heart sing
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[August 25th 2005|12.47pm]
[ mood | exanimate ]


The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.


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[August 23rd 2005|9.40pm]
[ mood | bored ]

200. My name is: Chris
199. I was born in: Long beach, NY
198. I am a: Male
197. My hair color: Black
196. My eye color is: Brown
195. My shoe size is: 10 1/2
194. My ring size is: dunno
193. My pant size is: dunno
192. My height is: 5"9"
191. I am allergic to:
190. I live in: NY
189. The last three books i read: Angels and demons, The davinci code, Atlas shrugged
188. My bed is: pretty big
186. I am glad I'm my sex because: I dont hav as many emotions
184. My Best friends are: Raf, Mike, Ashley of course
181. Three things I can never resist are: Ice tea, Kit-kat bars, Talking to Ashley
179. My favorite pajamas are: My blue ones I'm wearing right now
178. A perfect kiss is: Slow
176. Last song that made me cry was: Never made me cry
170. What did you do last night: Nothing
169. The funniest quote I know is: Free punch and pie
168. The quote that sums it all up for me is: Love to everyone that hates what I hate
142. Love at first sight? Nope
141. Luck? Nope
140. Fate? yeah
139. God? yeah
138. Aliens? Yeah
137. Heaven? Yeah
136. Hell? yeah
135. Ghosts? Skeptic
134. Horoscopes? Nope
133. Soul Mates? yes

-Which is Better?-
129. Hugs or Kisses: Kisses
128. Drunk or High: Neither
127. Phone or Online: Phone
126. Girls with/without Hats: without
125. Blondes or Brunettes: Brunettes
122. Guys with/without Facial Hair: With
120. Night or Day: Night
119. Oranges or Apples: Apples
118. Curly or Straight hair: Either

-Here's What I Think about... -
116. Abortion? Woman's choice
115. Backstabbers? Back up
110. School? It's all right
109. America? Oh yeah no place like it
107. Love? I can't wait till I can say I love someone for sure
106. Friends before Love: um yeah
-
last time i...
105. Took a Shower: hour ago
104. Talked on the phone: 20 minutes ago with Ashley
103. Kissed someone: No kiss and tell
102. Hugged someone: I yesterday
103. Saw some one I haven't seen in a while: yesterday
100. Drove: 2 months ago

95. Grew: I dunno
91. I always ask: Dunno
90. The ditziest person I know: Me
89. The one person who makes me laugh the most is: Raf
88. Which celebrity or famous person are you in love with? Katie holmes
87. One thing I'm pissed about right now is: I'm not next to Ashley
83. The last movie I saw in the theater was: Deuce biggalo- European gigglo
82. The thing I dont understand is: feelings
79. The one thing I love about the opposite sex is: Caring
78. This week I am: Hanging out with a friend of mine
76. This Summer vacation I am: Working
77.Something I will really miss when I leave home is: Cosmo
74. Tomorrow:
72. Today:
71. Next summer:
70. Next Week:
67. People call me: CAM, Chrissy (No more chrissy please)
66. The person who I talk to the most on the phone is: Ashley
67. the person who i had the longest on-going relationship with was: Amber
64. The person I have been friends with the longest? Rick, Raf
62.The person who knows the most about me is: Raf
61. The person who can read me the best is: Ashley
60. The most difficult thing to do is?
59. I have/have not gotten a speeding ticket? No
56. My zodiac sign is: Virgo
55. The first person I thought/think I was/am in love with was/is: Amber but that's done and over
53. The one person who can't hide things from me: Everyone
52. the person I find myself spilling my guts to is: Raf, Ashley
51. Right now I am talking to: Ashley via AIM
48. I have a job at: CVS
47. I have these pets: Cosmo (parrot)

46. I wish I was: In oceanside
45. The worst sound in the world is? Nails on a chalkboard ha
44. The person that makes me cry the most is: Noone
43. The best shoulder to cry on is: My own
41. I almost died when: My friend died
39. My boy/girlfriend is: Ashley (She's so awesome)
34. My favorite state?: NY
33. My favorite piece of clothing is: My Emery shirt
32. My favorite sport to play is: Is being awesome a sport
30. The last time I cried was: January when ronnie died
29. What am I wearing right now is: No fear shirt and pajama bottoms
28. The school I go to is: Lame
27. The last person I pissed off was: Rachel
26. My worst drinking experience was: Mike's house
24. The last movie I watched was: Deuce bigglo
22. The all-time best movie is: Jurassic park
21. The all-time best thing in the world is: When someone you like tells you they feel the same way
19. The most annoying thing ever is/are: Liars
17. I lose all respect for people who: Lie to me
16. The movies I have cried at are:
11. The worst pain I was ever in was: When I cut my knee and had to get 20 something stitches
10. My favorite phrase: ha
9. My room is full of: Clothes
8. My favorite celebrity is: Dave chappelle
7. My favorite cliche is: Anything from Dave chappelle
6. My downfall is? I'm pretty trusting people take advantage of me
5. My weakness is? If someone ask's me for help I'll drop whatever I'm doing
4. What turns me on is? Girls that are funny
3. I want this to end because? I'm getting tired
2. I filled out 200 questions because? Ashley asked me to and I can't say no to her
1. Was it fun? yeah

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[August 14th 2005|2.43am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Oh man warped tour was the shit I woke up at 5:00 A.M to catch a train to get to that motherfucker and only ate two hotdogs the entire day but it was worth it I met Benji from skindred and got a signed sticker from him then I met Matt from Emery and got him to sign my shirt and that was awesome cause I fucking love Emery. Skindred's mosh was insane it was so much fun elbowing the air and then someone own you with a kick to the chest. Emery's mosh was so good for "Walls" everyone went all out and started going crazy so if I'm stuck in that shit anywayz with like 26 year old's I might as well try to stay alive and maybe hurt some people so yeah I got owned to the face a few times and a couple rib and chest shots but I head butted some kid in the jaw and rip some kid in the nose with my elbow and when I got out of that shit I had blood all over my hand but that shit was'nt mine. I used to dislike Hawthorne heights for being too fake sounding but they impressed me to the fullest some how a band I didnt even like drew me to their stage and fucking kept me there, they were insane life and sound just like they do on their cd's which is a hard thing to have bands do.

I seriously would'nt have it any other way what else can I say but that's my idea of the best day of my life

_-Chris-_

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[August 11th 2005|2.31pm]
Check it out I got Virgo on this thing and I really am a virgo.

virgo
You are a Virgo!!You are real, honest, helpfull and
analytical. You can pick out every detail and
when something isn't right you wont stop till
you have fixed it! Unlike any of the other
signs you sleep less, because your always busy
thinking about how to improve something!! You
are modest and humble about all that you do and
you give your all to anything that you do!!!!
Of all the animals in the world you are most
like a bee, a bee you say, yes a bee. Like a
bee you are a hard worker and like a bee you do
things that other people think are ipossible.
Also just like a bee, you are worth your weight
in gold, because you do things that are usefull
and actually help the world! Without bees we
probably wouldnt be alive, and for that we
thank you bees (i am talking to you of
course!!).

-Your colors are navy blue and grey

-your metal is mercury


-your precious stone is a sapphire, and like a
sapphire you are never "cut from the
cloth" you are different just like every
sapphire is a different color and heu!

-your lucky day of the weeki is wednesday

-the part of the body that you rule is your
intestions and nervous system

-your element is earth

-the planet that you are ruled by is mercury

-your true love comes from a scorpio, capricorn,
taurus, your own virgo, and sometimes aquarius


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[August 1st 2005|10.06pm]
[ mood | content ]

Eazy-E

Straight outta Compton
is a brotha that'll smother yo' mother
and make ya sister think I love her
Dangerous motherfucker raises hell
And if I ever get caught I make bail
See, I don't give a fuck, that's the problem
I see a motherfuckin cop I don't dodge him
But I'm smart, lay low, creep a while
And when I see a punk pass, I smile
To me it's kinda funny, the attitude showin a nigga drivin
but don't know where the fuck he's going, just rollin
lookin for the one they call Eazy
But here's a flash, they never seize me
Ruthless! Never seen like a shadow in the dark
except when I unload, see I'll get over the hesitation
and hear the scream of the one who got the last penetration
Give a little gust of wind and I'm jettin
But leave a memory no one'll be forgettin
So what about the bitch who got shot? Fuck her!
You think I give a damn about a bitch? I ain't a sucker!
This is the autobiography of the E, and if you ever fuck with me
You'll get taken by a stupid dope brotha who will smother
word to the motherfucker, straight outta Compton

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